Gone

Stupid girl. You think by deserting your morals you will be accepted. You think that by engaging in haunting past times you will achieve happiness. You think that by gaining acceptance you will also gain a feeling of accomplishment. Stupid girl. Your new life is leaving you numb to the people around you. You have surrounded yourself with people who pretend to care, yet have lead you to a barren wasteland that you consider your life. Stupid girl. You think that's happiness? You've slipped through a black tube away from the light that blinded you, and fled to an eternal darkness that covers all your woes. There's no rescuing you now. You're too far gone. And it's just too bad that by the time you've got it all figured out, I'll be gone.